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Cues
I should really be doing my homework. And I will do my homework in a minute, right now I thought it would make some sense to write one of the entries currently due. Sometimes I want to be exactly where I am, in the company I’m sharing doing the things I’m doing. Being who I…
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Plans
I’ve got the growingly clear feeling that i should have a plan. And not just any plan. I need a plan which tells me what I’m meant to be doing so I can work out whether or not I’m on time, behind time, or ahead of time. At some low-level I have the sense I’m…
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Dust
A thing which never ceases to amaze is how easy it is to miss a day’s writing. It’s now 7:15am on Saturday morning and I’m getting ready to work on the house. I’ve got to pack up some of the things that I unpacked and put into the kitchen because I’ve realised the amount of…
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Silo
One of the observations I would make today is that although PN was a new friend and someone I didn’t know especially well, attending her funeral has given me something of an outlet to express some of the grief and pain I’m experiencing in my own life. I think this must be the case as…
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An early funeral
Today has been one of the more difficult days of late. The main thing is I attended the funeral of PN. PN was born in the summer of the year 2000 and so only just turned 26. I last saw her about two weeks ago we both went to a party on a Saturday evening…
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Farmer on the ground
One thought recently is about the size or scale at which I’m operating. I wouldn’t say it’s full blown regret it’s more of an acknowledgement this is a big project to take on. I have a four bedroom house, a double garage, a front and a back garden. The amount of time this amount of…